Starting the new year off single, basically by my choice, but caused by her actions. I do still love her, and she is getting the help she needs, but i don’t know if it will ever be the same after what happened.
I’m going to visit her sunday at the institute and see how she’s doing, and to take her some books. I doubt she’ll like any, all my paperbacks are old, but it’s the least i can do.
I haven’t even slept since everything that happened went down. And i have to be at work in eight hours, and it’s an hour away from my house.
I already hate 2014.